A journey called - LIFE...!!

"Ruth ke chal diye wo ek Choti si baat pe ... Lagta hai unhe bhi kisi bahane ki talash thi ..!!" "Hum kyun kahen unse ki humse baat karo... Kya unhe nahi pata ki unke bina dil nahi lagta..!!" "Badal diya hai bahot kuch humne khud mein lekin .. Ek tumko toot ke chahne ki aadat nahi badalti ..!!" "Dekh kar humko tau zindagi bhi sharminda hai .. Ye wo jo har gayi sab kuch, aaj bhi zinda hai ..!!" "Raaz ki ek baat bata dein tumhe aaj hum Mar jayenge dekhna ek din bin tum ..!!"

The time when nothing works out for you is tough. It is stressful when you have been one year without work. And then there is nothing ahead on the schedule. You log on to Facebook ... Look at what all others are doing all the stuff everyone is occupied with and then call people finding that where few can pull some minutes for you others are occupied and tell you that they will get back once free. I know there are things to uplift yourself but being at work does make one a bit better since it assures a lot of things will be OK.  Life is not easy for anyone on the earth. But i am probably reaching a point of no return. Although I could swallow a lot and put on a great act earlier but now it seems I have no control over myself too. Am I done with myself ? I cannot muster the strength to stand strong any longer no matter which field.... Career, Friends, Family almost everything.   It feels like there is a scar which never stops bleeding, it feels as ugly as it looks...